I had such bad dreams last night, all about trying to call * on my cell phone, walking outside in the freezing ice---rejection burning deep and hard into my heart as I woke up this morning and feeling heartbroken and exhausted, as if I had walked 1,000 miles in that dreamy cold.
I had such bad dreams last night, all about trying to call * on my cell phone, and it was snowing ice outside as I walked ---- woke up this morning exhausted and feeling heartbroken ---
Now fight off the flu even more than yesterday, and trying to erase Professor * 's daily reminder that we are on a march to antiquity and that things will only get worse from here on ~!
sometimes happiness is so hard to hold on too---especially when life says it is an illusion}
Ok, so I think I have finally come up with a name for the little red and white boy I am getting next week --- How is Akio Tiger Bar?? 
I read that Akio means 'bright boy', so this seems like a perfect prefix to his everyday name, Tiger Bar. When I look at his photos, he really does remind me of a sweet tigar bar ==
I was so happy to hear this morning that his breeder liked the name and thought that it suited him as well. 
This Saturday morning = went shopping and bought him a bag of NEW and HIGHER QUALITY litter that his breeder recommended, a green metal litter scoop and (la!) Found the Persian cat mook that I saw in a store on my last trip to Phoenix.
Next time I need to plan about a nail cutter, and suitable food...
