I had 4 interviews in 4 days straight. 1 more to go tomorrow.


My phone never rings.... so lame涙 I can't even let my hands off of the phone.


You know after these hard days what I want is just relax and cuddle. What I do, though, is just complain about how hard it is to my bf.

He's been really supportive and listening to my bullshit. He even calls me before interviews. Then I feel even worse that I'm screwed up and have to tell that to him.

He even asked me if I need his financial help. lol Seriously? I know he was being nice and all that but still...it is so bad. shame on me...



If I ever got an offer, which is not realistic at all, would I want to work? Could I be confident that it is what I wanna do?


So much stuff going through in my mind.

I am doing fine, though. My future looks mysterious and FUN!