I (my bf in other words.) got a ticket to NZ in March. I finally made a decision. With all the job hunting stuff, maybe it was not the best idea, but I just decided to do it after talking to the two girls I hung out a few days ago.
(It seems like I have to skip some job interviews... haha)
Now all I have to do is finish all the paper work so that I won't regret any of my decisions. I know even if I am controling my feelings and just sucking them in, the feelings will eventually grow too big and not be able to hide them anymore. So whateva I am just gonna follow my heart. (sounds lame?haha)
It reminds of the days I ditched high school completely for about a week JUST to see Backstreet boys a months before the entrance exam for my uni. I went to school every single day for the whole 3 years except for the week!haha I do those things sometimes
THE THING IS THOUGH....I haven't told my parents about it yet. 
or should I? oh my god. I am so freakin scared. They will get PISSED for sure.
Jeeeeeeez. Oh well I can't go back anymore.