"Life is like a roller coaster."
"You can't go on the top of a mountain without going through a valley."
I know. I know these theories and that's true. I guess life is a full of ups and downs. But when you are in a valley, or at the most scary path of the roller coaster, you can't really see the top anymore. You know? You feel like it's not going any better or maybe you are going to a wrong way , which you can't really turn around anymore.
I don't really know what to do. I know for sure how HAPPY I am to live my life like this. I can't complain anything. I'm so grateful for everything what I had. I just feel like I've been changing....not necessary for the better. I don't know. I might have lost something...maybe a passion. I might be avoiding to face the reality.
My bf is not here with me when I need him, when I just need one single big hug from him. I know it's nobody's fault, but I can't help getting frustrated...maybe by myself.
Is there any way we can be together?