I saw some pictures of my ex bf with his new gf. Although I am soooooo in love with my bf and can't think of anyone else, my ex bf was my first real love and I don't think anyone can replace what we had.
We broke up for a reason but it was not because either of us lost a feeling toward us. We loved each other lots and still we had to break up. I know it was for the best now, but it was the most heart breaking thing to me at that time. It took a loooooooong time for me to move on...actually until I met my honey :)
But the thing is it hurt whenI saw the pictures or read him saying he loved her. I mean I knew he got a gf but it was different somehow. WHY? It is not like I am sad or mad or anything. It's just so wierd...to realize he is not the person I knew anymore. I wonder if he felt the pain when he found out that I had a new guy. Sometimes I get so scared to think if I have to feel the same or more pain someday again...
Ahh, good old memories.
but it IS a past. I have the most amazing, sweetest, and cutest guy now, that's for sure. and I love him the most. I guess that's whats important ay?
My ex and I both deserve to be happy. I am happy for him.