I miss my bf so much. I still get so sad when I think of him being so far away. Do all people who are in a long distance relationship feel like this?
It hurts so bad.
I trust him so much but I get so worried now and then. What if he told me he does not love me anymore all of sudden? What if he got sick of being apart with me and couldn't take it anymore? Is he getting to love me less and less?
These are the feelings I get when I am alone. I know they are ridiculous. Why do I still feel like this when he tells me how much he loves me so many times, right? I guess I am just weak or dependent on him. No matter the reasons are, I am sick of it. Being all alone doing job hunting does not help at all. I peobably should go out and have more fun, ay.
It is hard when there is no set goal in the future, tho. I mean we are from two totally different countries. We met in New Zealand but none of us will live there. Hope things will turn out well. and really really hope to see him soon again. Since then, I have to head up and be stroger again.