I am visiting my adopted parents back in Vermont. It is not easy adjusting to the time difference but I am doing okay as I tend not to sleep more then three hours anyways. I got dragged shopping today so to be different I went around as a blond. I have something special planned for one night this week with someone...I not say anymore though. *smiles* Well my prepaid cell is going off so bye!
I feel bad I had to lock my gallery of pictures once I uploaded them on Facebook. If it is true this creep is getting into my friends account I would rather him not see my picture. This bothers me though as if he is a child molester and you have minors on your account would you not worry if they get into your account? I know I would worry, Hiro is 16, Reira is 16, Shiranui is 15 though he was deleted from his list. This Shogo attacked me about my rants saying they hurt Alyrik. Right now I am too weak and tired to fight so I post here instead. There is a lot I do not understand with all that is going on...anymore though I wonder if I even care...The answer to that is no I do not I am going to be myself if anyone has an issue with that then oh well.
A friend mentioned a fresh start in life...you know that sounds like a good idea. To break away from the chains that hold one down and live without constant reminders of condition. When I have the strength maybe I will do the same as the stress of always being attacked is taking its toll on me. I would actually like to live to see thirty so maybe this is the best decision....I do not know..time will tell...medication making me tired now....