this is how exactly how am i feeling now.
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion--
is nothing new
Flashback--warm nights--
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after--
sometimes you picture me--
I'm walking too far ahead
you're calling to me, I can't hear
what you've said--
Then you say--go slow--
I fall behind--
the second hand unwinds
if you're lost you can look--and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
time after time
after my picture fades and darkness has
turned to gray
watching through windows--you're wondering
if I'm OK
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time--
ill b waiting, mmmm i have been waiting for you already for a long time.
and now he said need more time. like a few month.
how can i deal with it?? Do you think I can still wait for you?? I can but only IF you can really be with me. I just want you to be with me. I dont need anyone.. Life is hard. i try not to think like this way but it is.
I hope he will be with me. I know we will. but just tired of waiting...
tonight leaving here to Japan.