Hm

My eyes sting, my hand hurts. My head hurts, but that's from the headache I've had all day.




Here I feel so alone.



It's horrible.




I have to live with my own mind and with myself...
Something I hate doing, simply because I can't stand myself.
I'm a horrible person.

I'm so mean.



I'm useless, I keep dragging people down.


It makes me think I Should disappear.


Would that be for the best?




I need to escape...


I finish work for a month next week, but I don't know where I will go.






I need to shout and scream, but I can't here.




I'm trapped with myself and each passing day makes the resentment for myself grow stronger.





Empty.

So empty.









See you later~☆

Gutted.

It's how I'm feeling right now really.



I had in mind everything I was going to say to them...



And I wanted to personally thank them for looking after 綾子...






Is it sad to say that I really miss them?


I really want to see Mally...


Is that sad?



Oh well.







I'm tired.

(-.-)Zzz・・・・




See you later~☆