And so I am running away.
I'm leaving for a week.
My mind isn't stable and I feel so lost.
Constantly breaking down and feeaking out.
I haven't slept in 3 days now...
So I am running away for a week.
See you later~☆
I feel mass amounts of it right now.
I also feel like a bad friend because I've not kept in contact...but neither have they.
But I have to make the first move apparently to prove myself...
But what about them? Do they not have to prove themselves to me?
They won't contact me either.
My mind Hasn't been on them lately because It's been on Ayako and Saya...their safety/happiness has taken my attention since Friday last week.
I want Sunday...
I want my break.
Then when I return I'll be bombarding Birmingham on a regular basis to see Miko and jam with her.
It felt good to finally play the drums again today.
Me and Miko even worked out some good song ideas.
Can't wait~♪
I'll go back into hiding now like the Scorpio I am.
See you later~☆
I also feel like a bad friend because I've not kept in contact...but neither have they.
But I have to make the first move apparently to prove myself...
But what about them? Do they not have to prove themselves to me?
They won't contact me either.
My mind Hasn't been on them lately because It's been on Ayako and Saya...their safety/happiness has taken my attention since Friday last week.
I want Sunday...
I want my break.
Then when I return I'll be bombarding Birmingham on a regular basis to see Miko and jam with her.
It felt good to finally play the drums again today.
Me and Miko even worked out some good song ideas.
Can't wait~♪
I'll go back into hiding now like the Scorpio I am.
See you later~☆