EARLY SWEET RETURN!!!

Hi! It was long no see cosof my laziness but I took myshelf in mah hands and shall write short posts regularly again. p(^-^)q
%%Lol, I always forget about how to write posts there and it is always a LONG WAY to found this option. Geez.%%
Yesterday I was very tired of half sleepless night so I went to bed at 10p.m. and it's very early for me. I was going to have a nice dream and take a rest to be fresh today BUT I WOKE UP AT 1:24 A.M. AND WASN.T ABLE TO SLEEP AGAIN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. So right now I've done my business (not all but many parts) and just siting on the sofa and watching WGS from sweeeeeet 2012.
Lol my ameba isa bit d e a d. )｀ε´(　


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I am under terrible paranoia again. Idk y, I am very confident in myshelf in this context and have never be afraid of crap like darkness, but now my state isn't good. Time to time the door scares me, and not only the door: window, places in my room that are not into my vision, as well. I can't sleep normal because of it. Ehhhhhhhhhhhh.

I want to buy some cute letter paper on ebay! It will be cute. < 3

And finally, after all I learned how to just SIT AND DO SOME WORK. Without any hesitation, without any laziness and putting away. It is simple I feel better cos I started to do what I need to do. It is a good way!

So now I lost another thoughts, so it will be end. Goodbye, see ya later, cuties! (＾＾ゞ

Sad desu （ ´(ェ)｀）

Ehh today I spent all day training my learning skills and now I have a strong HEAD HAZE.
It is sad day and I am about to cry, my best friends left me and al I want is to cry. (ﾉДT) Eheheh, sorry for this shit. I shall try to write a story today - depression mode fits well to do stuff like this.
Also I listening i61 all this day and like him very much, hehe. He has a wonderful speaking skills.

Well, I shall try and do my best not to be depressed this much. See ya later.

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Lol I wanted to write something normal but I am depressed. I do not know y, but it is like a hurtful pain PAINFUL HURT inside my mind. Just want to cry and nothing else. (w＿－；
Meh, I need to cut off thoughts like that. It is shitty, yeap. (_ _。)

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I started to learn 3D-modelling (Blender, MMD and PMD redactor), but I do not think that it will be successful. I am not very talented in things like that. Also I like to watch at the anime-model so it is interesting and exciting for me. (≡^∇^≡)

I want to do something cool and really big, but at this moment I cannot do anything. All my projects from the past are incomplete, as I think. So I wanna do another ones, but idc what. Err, maybe I just can not understand myself properly.

I bought an action camera - Xiaomi Yi and I like it! Wide-angle lens, cute appearance, small size and good quality! And only 6 hundred rubles. I cannot stop to do useless snapshots. (///∇//)
I thought about SJCAM, but it is no important differences between it and Xiaomi anyway.

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Everyday I see nightmares. They re not very scary, but they press my mind. It is hard to stand it. ・°・(ノД｀)・°・

Rigght now I gonna try to relax and have a nice dream. Goodnight everynyan. (^-^)/