what am i doing?
i wanna keep being a woman. sounds like gay but i'm serious=/
it's complicated.
...im not satisfied, maybe.
I don't understand why people study abroad even though they don't study a lot.
Somd people says to me"How do you study English?Have you studied abroad before?"
I never have enough money for going abroad.But I study a lot and I work for making some money everyday, which is so usual, right?
My classmates go to lots of countries and maybe study.
What the f are they doing in there?
I guess they just waste of money and just go to English school, except for studying.
If I studied abroad, I could improve my English.

I don't think Bowen's gonna see me for just speaking English.
You know, I suck.
But I know they'll definitely get hurt if I see him.
It sounds just a kid problem, haha.
Actually, I'm not adult=/
I said to him "I love you.".I felt happy.But I was also kinda scary.
I can't explain that, but this is obvious.His love is far bigger than mine.
Though I have such a nice boyfriend, lovely friends, and some good hobbies, I'm not satisfied with..something.
What's Something?
If I got enough money or met Alan, would the things be changed?―I don't think so.
for feeling happy, All I have to change is Personality.
..Okay.I'll go to bed=/