I thought why I don't wanna marry right now..................is because of the people around me............
I have many family or friends who married or have lovers.........
But they are not so happy at all.
Why???
They loved, so they married............No?
Some of them married becayse they had their baby...............
But why?
they don't seem happy.........
because of money? time? life? love?
I have no idea.......
I just think they don't try to make it better...........
I don't really understand.............
The couples around me aren't really happy so that makes me feeling marriage is not really good.........
Damn it........
They give me bad influences........
That is so bad.........
I don't wanna be like them..........