Not sure if you girls have read
Shou's entry
yet - I just checked it now and well, I'm pretty annoyed at what happened.
Even if it's a joke, I don't see the point in people trying to hurt another person's feelings. There's no merit in the cause and it's not in the least bit funny. Why would you want to hurt someone's feelings like that, especially if you admire them? I don't understand. I think a fan who really loved them from their hearts wouldn't do such a thing.
This has actually happened to me before, which is why I get fired up about it. I don't want other people to experience the hurt that I did. It's unnecessary and only makes you feel bad, even if you know it isn't true or if you ignore it. Hurtful words will still pierce someone's heart - depending on the depth will vary person to person.
Back when I was in high school, there was a girl who I thought was a friend of mine. One day I talked to her about my plans for the future and a small crush I had on a guy at the time. I gave her my email and told her to add me on MSN so that we could talk online.
When I got home later that afternoon, someone had added me, but it didn't cross my mind that it was her. This person was being abusive, saying nasty things like I was too fat and ugly to ever attract any guy and accused me of using a friend (who is actually my best friend now) because she bought me a pair of ballet style rocking horse shoes. She further went on to say that I would never accomplish my dreams because no one would support me amongst other things.
Mind you, I didn't put up with this for long but they kept writing insult after insult. Although I knew what they said wasn't true, it still hurt me. I was so grateful when my friend Nam comforted me. He told me to give me that person's address and he would find out who it was for me.
In the meantime, I called my friend Hanh (the one who bought me the shoes) and told her what happened. She was pretty pissed at the situation and we wanted to find out who it was. Later, Nam managed to reveal who it was. It was my 'friend' who I had been talking to earlier that day. I think she realized I caught her out because after that day, she never looked me in the eye again.
With that said, I think it was very stupid of these people to send such emails to Alice Nine. Sorry for my rant but I just needed to get that out of my system. Rawr! (｀(エ)´)ﾉ_彡
