にゃん

sometimes I wonder.

How come people are always feeling something?
Me loves the way of going with flow all the time,
but the style has always been ruined by many things.
Love, frineds, work, family, people, people, and people.
A persone kills a person,
a person hates a person,
and a person loves a person.
This ridiculous cycle should be gone away...
Why am I Japanese?
Me loves Japan so much, I can tell but let me have that kind of feeling which Americans or Europeans have.
Ive learned many things from people in Hawaii.
Even though a part of my memories is telling me that it was such a huge bammer, I loved that basic styles and circumstances.
and now I really dont know what I wanna do.
I believe that I love my life so much.
I do so because it makes me live my life better.
When did I live my life the best?
Maybe it was when I was in kindergarden or elementary school.
Let me go back to the days when I used to be having a nap with my mom
so that I can forget all the damn shits...shit n shit.
Life and death can be sitting next each other.
そんなことを感じた今宵。
sweet dream...
猫か犬になりたい☆