I start my day with toe-wiggling as my boy friend does and told me.

And then, I kiss the Elephant Tom. It's a pendant he gave me, and I named the elephant the same name as his name.


It seems like we both know that we're TRYING hard to love each other.

Do I really love him or do I just want to be loved by him?

Do I just want to love someone? Do I just want to be loved by anyone?


Yes, I need a place, spot, position, or whatever to belong to.

He is every important to me...but....but....what's this feeling inside of me.


This is only the preface of my new story......."A Story of A Silly Girl"