It was probably the first day that I thought it actually got really cold. I was fleezing all day and I felt like the fall is finally here..
Hmmmmm it was ahh... pretty.. I don't know :( It wasn't really my day but I will take it as a positive way.
In Sales Management class, there is this bullshit retarted guy who literally kept texting me even though he was right behind me and he was like, "So I like your skirt today and I'm wondering what's underneath." So I was like wtf is wrong wiz him? and the conversation went on and I finally told him saying like I already have a boyfriend and he won't be happy with this, and all of a sudden his attitude changed and he started to swear a lot to me like saying why didn't you tell me you had a bf wtf fuck you and fuck your bf lame. fuck off bitch.
I mean it was the very first time for me to get called such a word so it really hurted me more than I thought. I couldn't even look at him when I read that. It totally ruined my day and I had been really dissapointed at the culture here until I told Diego about it.
I tried not to think about it and tried to be just normal. But i just needed someone to be with me so I went to International house with Yuka, Yoon and Didi after school. And thankfully Diego came back from his work and as soon as he talked to me, he noticed that there was something wrong with me. I didn't want him to get involved but I had to show the text to him and he got really pissed off.
But omg he was really really kind to me. We left Yoon's room and had a private conversation. I coudln't help crying because he was just really thoughtful and released me from this stupid feeling. He was really honest with me and told me the "REAL" american culture which is just really stupid. People in our generation are so messed up. I didn't wanna hear that but in order to adjust this culture and discover something new from that, I learned everything. The way guys treat girls, and how girls react that, they are just sooooo stupid and they never make sense to me, but that's how they are and that's how they create this culture and society. ahhhhh...
Ok I literally ended up writing everything here.. haha
I came back to my room because I had to talk with Yoko and I told her what happened to me in these past two days and she started crying too. I know, I know the culture difference is such a huge matter in terms of dating, or even just simply communicate with people from other culture. I personally think that it was a good opportunity for me to learn this. I couldn't have experienced this shit if I avoided, but there would have been no point of coming here at the same time.
We talked about those stuff and Diego, Yuka and Yoon came and we went to the place in front of the library for the Fire on the Fountain! :D
Fire on the Fountain is basically the annual homecoming ralley where we celebrate being a Spartan and the student of SJSU :)
I was blue all day long but they were just so cool and tried to make me feel comfortable and happy, so I totally got over it :) I'm so happy to have such amazing friends here <3
Especially this guy :D, Diego :D
Love you guys <3
(How come I always look so pale?!)
There were many events going on and we danced like crazy as usual, the fire even was going on, and it was just really fun to be there with people :)
I came back with Alex and Diego, and I just got out of the shower :) I will skype with my mom for the assignment and go to International House soon! BECAUSE....... I'm leaving for LA tomorrow <3 <3 How exciting! I am sure we will have fun :)
Hmmmmm it was ahh... pretty.. I don't know :( It wasn't really my day but I will take it as a positive way.
In Sales Management class, there is this bullshit retarted guy who literally kept texting me even though he was right behind me and he was like, "So I like your skirt today and I'm wondering what's underneath." So I was like wtf is wrong wiz him? and the conversation went on and I finally told him saying like I already have a boyfriend and he won't be happy with this, and all of a sudden his attitude changed and he started to swear a lot to me like saying why didn't you tell me you had a bf wtf fuck you and fuck your bf lame. fuck off bitch.
I mean it was the very first time for me to get called such a word so it really hurted me more than I thought. I couldn't even look at him when I read that. It totally ruined my day and I had been really dissapointed at the culture here until I told Diego about it.
I tried not to think about it and tried to be just normal. But i just needed someone to be with me so I went to International house with Yuka, Yoon and Didi after school. And thankfully Diego came back from his work and as soon as he talked to me, he noticed that there was something wrong with me. I didn't want him to get involved but I had to show the text to him and he got really pissed off.
But omg he was really really kind to me. We left Yoon's room and had a private conversation. I coudln't help crying because he was just really thoughtful and released me from this stupid feeling. He was really honest with me and told me the "REAL" american culture which is just really stupid. People in our generation are so messed up. I didn't wanna hear that but in order to adjust this culture and discover something new from that, I learned everything. The way guys treat girls, and how girls react that, they are just sooooo stupid and they never make sense to me, but that's how they are and that's how they create this culture and society. ahhhhh...
Ok I literally ended up writing everything here.. haha
I came back to my room because I had to talk with Yoko and I told her what happened to me in these past two days and she started crying too. I know, I know the culture difference is such a huge matter in terms of dating, or even just simply communicate with people from other culture. I personally think that it was a good opportunity for me to learn this. I couldn't have experienced this shit if I avoided, but there would have been no point of coming here at the same time.
We talked about those stuff and Diego, Yuka and Yoon came and we went to the place in front of the library for the Fire on the Fountain! :D
Fire on the Fountain is basically the annual homecoming ralley where we celebrate being a Spartan and the student of SJSU :)
I was blue all day long but they were just so cool and tried to make me feel comfortable and happy, so I totally got over it :) I'm so happy to have such amazing friends here <3
Especially this guy :D, Diego :D
Love you guys <3
(How come I always look so pale?!)
There were many events going on and we danced like crazy as usual, the fire even was going on, and it was just really fun to be there with people :)
I came back with Alex and Diego, and I just got out of the shower :) I will skype with my mom for the assignment and go to International House soon! BECAUSE....... I'm leaving for LA tomorrow <3 <3 How exciting! I am sure we will have fun :)