You win...

So today... I broke down and cried quietly to myself in Japanese class... and I decided... next semester I wont take Japanese 102 because my current teacher is the only Japanese teacher... I'll just self study next semester.

I'm still kind of numb from today... it was a "Murphy's Law" day... do you know Murphy's Law..? Anything that can go wrong, Will go wrong.

and it went horribly wrong for me today. I'm just waiting for it to end.

... I think I'll skip tomorrow's classes... my dad will be pissed off.. but I don't want to deal with teachers tomorrow.


I'm currently in a chat session with TUJ staff ... just sitting back and reading questions on answers... seems I join every chat session just to do this... but I figure its good to just in case someone asks a question and gets an answer about something I was questioning or didn't know...


well... I'll stop here.

Study Study Study...

Seems I've fallen into a normal routine... Monday through Thursday school from 6am to 4pm. Friday through Sunday, resting but studying Japanese and working on math homework...

Σ(~∀~||;) how boring!

but the 23rd of July to the 19th of August, I'll be on break from summer semester.. then the 20th I'll go to school then Friday-Monday I'll have off... then my schedule evens out to Tuesday and Thursday of Art History and Art Appreciation from 6am-3pm and Tuesday night is Japanese 102 from 6:05pm-9:05pm...

Σ(=°ω°=;ノ)ノ thats... thats still early in the morning... and I have a night class too!

maybe I should have tried harder this summer to find a job? I guess once break hits, I'll be turning in applications around town... I'd apply for a job on campus since it'd be so easy to work there.. but you have to be receiving financial aid to have a campus job! My parents make to much money... so I'd be turned down by FAFSA for financial aid... 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡ how cruel is it to look at the parent's tax and incom and judge if you recieve anything or not... Shouldn't it be your tax and incom instead? since its you going to school and more then often the parents aren't paying for your schooling?

I know I'll be rejected any Aid when I apply to FAFSA to go to TUJ... but I still need to prove I applied so I can get some loans, grants, and scholarships... (￣ｰ￣;) how annoying..


Lately... I've been watching videos on Youtube.. its usually videos put up by people my age that have gone and done study abroads or are already at TUJ.. and I can't help but feel bad.. upset even.. (´・ω・`) a part of me is upset because I want to be there now... having fun with those people. Staying up till all hours of the night just having fun, no worries.

I guess you can say... I feel left out...

hopefully once I start getting all my credits... I'll start to stop feeling like this because it just means that I'll be close to going to TUJ... (・∀・)

I can only hope it does...

well... I need to either study a little more.. or get some sleep... I have a math midterm today... wish me luck! (☆｡☆)

Bai-Bai for Tonight!
(^-^)ノ~~

Tired lately...

(@￣ρ￣@)ｚｚｚｚ

This past week I've just been so tired. I've been studying and sleeping all weekend.

Nothing really new now a days.. just going to school, trying to pull okay grades... studying.


... kind of boring right?

o(･_･= ･_･)o

well... I guess I'll end this here...



Bai-Bai for Tonight!
(^-^)ノ~~