Right, so today Belinda .. Okay nevermind, I'll cut straight to the point.
NOTE: If there's any Benjamin's in my school, its 100% not you. Its Benjamin from another school.
Okay, so I think Belinda and Ben calling each other husband and wife, dear and even saying 'I love you' when they arent even together makes me super disgusted.
No really, if they were together, I wouldnt mind at all. But they arent even together at all! Thats just.. gross and wrong. Ughh.. Is she so desperate for a guy's attention? And shes near to almost ignoring her friends for him. Right, so someone whom she knows for just two weeks are more important than us whom shes known for 2 years? (Excluding this year.)
But I understand a little, just a little. She likes the attention Ben gives her, since well.. We've been invisible shadows since sec 1? Hello? Thats why shes so desperate for attention. I dont really blame her. But im just somehow mad at her and Ben. If it wasnt for me, they wouldnt even have known each other's existance. (Not trying to claim credit here.) Anyway, in order to make sure if they were in a relationship (since Ben's the one who started all the mushy things.), Belinda went to ask if they were in a relationship or not to prevent any 'misunderstandings'. And he replied no because he says nows not the time and he really wants their relationship to last because he 'loves' her. I dunno. And she was like, sad face the whole day. I really dont get what the heck they are thinking, really. Maybe its because I've not been in a relationship before. Not trying to be Miss Know-it-all, but these are my HONEST THOUGHTS so our views might vary.
I am not jealous, I SWEAR im not jealous that a guy's wooing her and stuff, because Ben's not my type, haha! And he looks like my school's principal for some reason.. *laughs alone*
Just that, now he's become her first priority and that makes me fucking pissed. We almost fought because of him, what the heck? And yes I do hate him. Im not trying to be a control freak friend 
and such, but everything is getting really stupid, really. EVERY SINGLE DAY, ALL I HEAR IS BENJAMIN BENJAMIN BENJAMIN. Then I was thinking, fuck Benjamin. Honestly, everyday she is benjamin this benjamin that. FUCK YOU, SHUT UP PLEASE?! 
Im not gonna care what happens. If she falls, its her fault. I did my part as a friend and gave her my personal views, the others did the same as well. She doesn't listen, she has herself to blame if she gets hurt. Sorry but I dont trust him. As I dont believe you can 'love' someone within a period less than two weeks time, at least not that fast, they dont even know each other well. Crush, yes. Love, definitely not. Otherwise, why does it take a couple to date for a few years before they settle down? Anyway, I shan't be such a busybody. Its her fault if she gets hurt. I've convinced myself to wash my hands off her. I rest my case.
NOTE: If there's any Benjamin's in my school, its 100% not you. Its Benjamin from another school.
Okay, so I think Belinda and Ben calling each other husband and wife, dear and even saying 'I love you' when they arent even together makes me super disgusted.
No really, if they were together, I wouldnt mind at all. But they arent even together at all! Thats just.. gross and wrong. Ughh.. Is she so desperate for a guy's attention? And shes near to almost ignoring her friends for him. Right, so someone whom she knows for just two weeks are more important than us whom shes known for 2 years? (Excluding this year.)But I understand a little, just a little. She likes the attention Ben gives her, since well.. We've been invisible shadows since sec 1? Hello? Thats why shes so desperate for attention. I dont really blame her. But im just somehow mad at her and Ben. If it wasnt for me, they wouldnt even have known each other's existance. (Not trying to claim credit here.) Anyway, in order to make sure if they were in a relationship (since Ben's the one who started all the mushy things.), Belinda went to ask if they were in a relationship or not to prevent any 'misunderstandings'. And he replied no because he says nows not the time and he really wants their relationship to last because he 'loves' her. I dunno. And she was like, sad face the whole day. I really dont get what the heck they are thinking, really. Maybe its because I've not been in a relationship before. Not trying to be Miss Know-it-all, but these are my HONEST THOUGHTS so our views might vary.
I am not jealous, I SWEAR im not jealous that a guy's wooing her and stuff, because Ben's not my type, haha! And he looks like my school's principal for some reason.. *laughs alone*
Just that, now he's become her first priority and that makes me fucking pissed. We almost fought because of him, what the heck? And yes I do hate him. Im not trying to be a control freak friend and such, but everything is getting really stupid, really. EVERY SINGLE DAY, ALL I HEAR IS BENJAMIN BENJAMIN BENJAMIN. Then I was thinking, fuck Benjamin. Honestly, everyday she is benjamin this benjamin that. FUCK YOU, SHUT UP PLEASE?! Im not gonna care what happens. If she falls, its her fault. I did my part as a friend and gave her my personal views, the others did the same as well. She doesn't listen, she has herself to blame if she gets hurt. Sorry but I dont trust him. As I dont believe you can 'love' someone within a period less than two weeks time, at least not that fast, they dont even know each other well. Crush, yes. Love, definitely not. Otherwise, why does it take a couple to date for a few years before they settle down? Anyway, I shan't be such a busybody. Its her fault if she gets hurt. I've convinced myself to wash my hands off her. I rest my case.
Didnt update for a long time! Went to collect my Alois wiggy today, it (FINALLY) arrived! Yay~
Still bearable for me since I aint that afraid of pain. Didnt take any of the painkillers since I can bear the pain. I dont know why, for some reason, the threads taste salty and metal-ish. Like blood O-O''
Can be seen on my poupeegirl.
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