today, I went rehearsal place as usual but something is miraculously changed.
I talk and listen carefully and don't become irritated, tried understand what they think.
as I wrote blog I don't know why but I differently miss them after performance, might be cried, bothered cause feel losing something that important.
think about that I gonna be crazy only 2 weeks
think about it I can't be selfish girl anymore.
today I cried cause I really miss them. don't know what they think about me but I like them I'm lonely hope everyone cares me I'm such kinda selfish person.
today I relieved cause they say just finish performance and separate usual life is not enough I wanna keep this relationship.
at that time I was moved , relieved decided ill cherish this moment.
cause you know time goes so fast but never come back.