thinking.... thinking.... thinking.... thinking.... thinking....
i know it's up to me.
what is, and will be my conclusion?
what do i wanna do?
i know i shouldn't think about our surroundings
but follow our honest feelings.
however, we can do that?
both of us cannot help putting others b4 us. that's weird.
always!!! that's sometimes good but mostly bad.
how stupid! u notice this?
what should i take first in decision?
i have noooooooooo i dea.
i have to decide it, and choose the only way to proceed.
what does he really hope or want?
i'm sure what he said was everything, and his true feeling.
he already dropped out as i expected.
he is a liar. he should be selfish. i know he can never be like that.
but unless he doesn't change, he cannot get anything forever.
ppl cannot live in the ideal world.
he is too gentle, sensitive, and idealistic.
face real, don't run away from it to ideal.
anyway, he gave up.
how about me?
is it really okay as it is?????
what is the answer of me not to regret my choice?
at least, i'm not a liar. i'm always living honestly.
enough innocent like children. ahaha
the action i was gonna take is different right now.
so, i still cannot make up my mind. it's not clear yet.
after all, we hurt each other.
with our broken hearts....
you cannot take it anymore.
i cannot, either?
many stuff reminded me of you.
and i'm searching for words to you with my full of heart.
suitable words in this situation.
the most important words that i wannna tell you.
i love you forever however you'll be.
YOU! pabo ya~
cheer up! don't forget me being always on your side whatever you say.
that's it.