so tired ~
I waited on line for for a long time ~ but he didnt show up
what is he doing ? drinking? slping ? taking a shower ? eating ? or staying with girls?
I have no idea >,< when i cannot see him on line , i cannot stop guessing what he is doing
this feeing make me so tired ! he drives me crazy !!! I am going crazy
i am looking forward to see him one week later , i love him !
Feeling ignored~
I tried to chat with him many times after I came back to HK, but he didnt reply... What's going on ?
This situation provided me a chance to think ....."Will Long Distance Love succeed ?"
many people think I am so weak, since I always cry.
I am not weak, I am just feeling so painful.....
I have no idea what should I do. I always feel confused.
Yesterday is our Big Day, Sam & Mumu's 6 monthsAnniversary ,
However, we had a trobule 
In fact, it is bcos of cultural diff
He doesnt like me hang out with other boys,
But I think I must have my freedom .... Finally, agurements induced.
However Luckily, we fixed the problem together =]
Sometimes, agurements are not totally bad for us,
After fighting or agurements, we treasure each other more !
and realize how much we love each other !
Sam, I love U ! I hope we can create more 6 months !
I turst we can 
Since I really lov U !
