THis band was my life for over 6 years, they were the third Band i had found. i knew they would stay with me at those first beats from Tsukasas drums. They pulled me along through high school and then kept me going afterwards. I remember hearing about the concert in Chicago and thinking i have to go to that. at the last minutemy other ride failed and couldnt take me. i remember begging this girl i hated to take me with her, bargaining with her until she said yes. I never thought we wouldever be this close, and then at the concert i remember meeting her friends there. At first i thought they were strange and again i ended up finding another great friend. these two girls are amazing and have since become a concert group. now me and one of them are traveling across the world to see another band. Im a happier person, i have great friends, and i work full time with no problems. Then i remember reading the FINAL CALL note minutes after it released. i remember thinking no thiscant be happening. then i cried for hours, then i got up feeling numb and went to work, i remember yelling at people throwing things, i remember my managers hearingabout why i was mad and just telling me to go outside for a bit. I still am not comfortable with it, it doesnt seem real, im just waiting for something anything from them saying we arent gone yet, we will return. until then im just a MANIA on idle.
Soooo im finally going to ~Japan~ i barely know any Japanese but im going to go and have fun! Me and my friend are going to see DELUHI at SHIBUYA O-EAST! its costing me a small fortune but it will be worth it!