憂鬱な自分に目を背けたかった。対峙はせざるを得なくてとても辛かったから。それで体を壊した事もあったんだ。それは結局は自分以外の誰かが救ってくれた。充分傷付いたからもう終わった。終わらないのは自分の気持ちと、当時を臭わす嫌な人間関係。真面目だから相手にしてしまうけど、どうでもいい。
I wanted to turn away from my melancholy self. I had to confront it and it was very painful. That's why I broke my body. It was eventually saved by someone other than myself. I'm hurt enough so it's over. What doesn't end is my feelings, the unpleasant relationships that smell of those days. I'm serious about it, so I'll deal with it, but I hope that the unpleasant relationships will disappear somewhere.