tired of it.

presently where i am seems bottom of it
and i dont know the way to get it better
the things i try seem to make it worse
so for now, i thought i should try nothin

you felt it might be kind of eazy to sink, but
it mignt not be the opposite one to rise back

i'm just fed up of what you're sayin,
that "you care of me", you piss me off

it would not even matter what i tried
if so, i maybe lose what i live for
i'm thinking if i gotta be smartass
if so, i then dont have any parsonality

so give me your hand, i'm fallin
otherwise i'm about to be gone.
what you hear and see means me,
so it's the same that i'm not here

if a truth means this innocent world,
there might not be any place for me.