Hum...
The more I speak English, the more I'm depressed.
I know that there is kind of embarrassing when I speak English, especially with Japanese.

I think I wouldn't find my job abroad, if I didn't improve anymore...soooooo sad. 
But that's reality! I need to face reality and my own weakness.

Aw, do it. do it. I can do it




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Surprisingly, I have this kind of qualification.haha 

BTW, I saw him who is my previous manager at training session by accident. 

Was so surprised, and a bit awkward at first, but  he was easy to talk the same as before.

I was glad to talk and have a time for lunch after so long. 

Talking with him brings back memories that we were working together.

I really appreciate his help,kindness and all of things that he did for me when I worked at department store.


And I might realized that I'm interested in fashion, like organizing or managing a shop.

Perhaps, that's asking too much...haha


 It's rainy today. I don't like rainy day~
I know its important to save everything in the world.

By the way, I wonder if I take a exam about the jeans which is called "Jeans Sommelier".
I'm so interested in the jeans, I can't put on my favorite jeans now, though. Haha
I think I like the jeans is because of my previous job:)

But wanna take a TOEIC as well.
Hum..
I'll consider about them this weekend.

Happy Friday!
T.G.I.F!





Just a little bit, I'm gonna write down about Brisbane. It means my study abroad for the first time.

I've stayed there for six months to study English.
Actually I didn't have a purpose to go and study, just it was one of my dreams. 

For six months was more quickly than I spent same months in Japan. I don't know exactly why, but I guess it was pretty fulfilling..everything is new things for me.

Well...
Looking back on Brisbane life, I remember only fabulous memories even though there are a lot of mistakes, hardships and  lost things.

I'm not regretting that I decided going study abroad, also chose Australia especially Brisbane!

If someone who is wondering do that, I'll definitely recommend, we live only once that's why we need to enjoy and do what we want. 
Live for the moment:)
Live my life on my way:)

We can make our life which is ideal by ourselves. It's up to us! Just do that or not. 

My first study abroad was quite awesome, I'll never forget that time. It's one of my treasure forever...♡

Hum...I want some decisions, enthusiasm and energy. I'm still 26. 
(I don't know it's still or not...I hope still.haha)
I can do anything if I want. I should consider positively and decide by myself for my way.

I'm sure my life was totally changed before going to AUS.
The more I think about it, the more I feel lonely all of things which are so many place which I went with my friends who I've met there, something like that.

I lost my way to finish this diary...so I'll end here by force.hehe:)

Live,Love,Learn!


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I enjoy a lot when I talk to someone in English, that's why I wanna study it.

Nowadays, I think too much about my future. 
I don't know if it's too much or not.

I sometimes think that I just wanna follow my heart. I know it's kind of selfish.haha
And I know that we need to think a lot of things in our life, so life is interesting, isn't it?

Anyway, my point being, I like studying English also I wanna speak more fluently. That's it.

I'll work hard in order to do what I want, also enjoy my life :)

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Wow~
It's been a while to come on this blog.

2015 year is already past.
Time goes by so quickly!!!!!!!!
Anyway, it was fabulous year in 2015 for me.

I'll never forget last year.
There are a lot of forgettable memories in Brisbane, Australia.
I was so blessed around friends who I've met there...
I'm sure we will definitely meet again in our future:) 

So...
I'm thinking of trying to write my diary in English everyday (it could be impossible to write everyday...because I'm lazy...haha)
But I will try it as far as I can:)

Since it's not English environment here.
Of course~ This is Japan!
I don't need to speak English here, but I wanna use it in my life.
After coming back, I feel that my English is getting worse.
Even before it's not enough, but more than before.

I wanna put myself on English environment. Although, it's too difficult to do it here...you know how it is...

I think that there are some wrong grammar in my blog. I'm still learning English.
Please go easy on me.haha

This year is gonna be more wonderful year than last year:)







健康診断行ってきまーす!
必要書類大丈夫かな…心配。



そして、
名古屋に指定病院ないから東京まで。
交通費…痛い。笑



でも楽しみましょ!
帰りは出張帰りのぷーたろと
駅弁食べながら帰ってきまーす!





会社の人にも報告し始めたし、
終わりと始まりが近づいています。








…ない!



ぎりぎりまで働くし、全く実感ない!
そろそろスーツケースを開けて、
準備を始めなきゃと思ってるこの頃。


どきどきわくわくそわそわ。
そんな感じ。




そして本日は、
お兄ちゃん美和ちゃんの入籍日。
おめでと~‼︎♡
もらってもらえて、本当に良かった♡
と妹ながらに思います。笑









2015年初めてのブログ♡


今日は1週間遅れのValentineのために…
みくがくれたレシピで作ってみた!


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後ろのラズベリー達が
膨らみきってないけど、
それもご愛嬌♡よしとします。



今年は気の向くままに
短くてもいいから、
日記のようにブログを書こうかな。
どうしようかな。笑


要検討!