Maybe these 2 weeks are the worst weeks ever in this year, apart of losing my grandpa on February. Yeah, it's quite very sad day today, even the good part is my auntie was treating me some good foods & froyos (thanks my dear auntie daisy, you've made my day so much better ドキドキ).

But today, I'm hurt, really hurt. And sometimes, the person you loved the most in this world is also the person who could hurt you the most in this world. It's the worst day ever when I'm having quite day like that. I love my husband, but this is way really hurting me. I'm pregnant and he just doesn't care. I admitted my mistake, but then he said such very very rude words in capslocks & so much "!!!!!" on the end of his words. That hurts me so much that I couldn't hold my tears anymore. I just feel like to cry and cry. Right now I just feel like to be alone and don't feel like to see him. I don't ask him to say sorry to me for what I've done, but I just want him to not to say anymore rude words anymore. But I guess it's too hard for guys to realize this kind of mistake of theirs. I don't hate him anyway. I love him way too much that it hurts.

Right now I just wanna be alone.. That's all しょぼん