Today I had a mtg with my Boss and it was first time to talk with him.
He asked me that " What is your plan after your graduation?"
I answered honestly,
" I ve dreamed to become a developmet consultant or a agent of JICA.
Recently however, I ve just thought there might be a ideal job for me cuz I think
Im not so high capable for interenational cooperation job."
He gave me some advice.
I think its really difficult to extend "Who I am" to the person who
doesn's to know "who I am".
I know the reason why.
I think Im changing my self each time I face to each person.
This is my weak point.
I should show firm "MYSELF" to the people.
This my weak point avoid me to be open to a good advice.
It is scare to go out into the world.
I want to stay myself now.
Im young
Im weak
Im optimistic.
But
I beleave time will make me grown.
I beleave even such a pitty distress must be a fortune.
I beleave life goes on .
I need a time to think of myself.
Thre is an answer only inside of me.
It is a true path to do what I really want to do.