I had been in school for 1 year, and I noticed that now I can't be motivated to study English for the school, finishing the last term. I noticed that I was not enjoying studying at school, so I'm thinking about stop studying English for a while, and obtaining other skill. I have yet to decide what to do from now on..
Now, I have three options.
First one, keeping on studying at school. I actually hadn't done my best at school. It was very disappointing to take classes among very efficient people. I always felt a sense of inferiority during classes. That feeling distracted me from studying harder, but I knew I should have pushed myself harder. And I'm not sure if I could work harder or not when I take the next class. Also, I don't have enough money to pay the tuition for the next term. I mean I do right now, but I'm going to run out of my deposit pretty soon. That's the primary issue for me.
Second one, getting a new job. I'm not employed anywhere now, so if I'm not going to continue to take the next term, I would have to find a job. It's been 1 and a half year since I quit my previous job. I'm now 27 years old, and I have only 2-and-half-year job experience, so I feel insecure about doing job hunting again. Actually, today I went to the job-placement office and found a certain job vacancy for a secretary. I'm interested in obtaining another skill other than English, and I also thought that to obtain another kind of skill might work to be motivated to study English again.
Third one, taking both ways; continuing to go to school on Sundays, and working on weekdays. However, if do so, I will not be able to study for another skill other than English. That means I need to find job that I have experienced before, but in fact, it's not the one I really want to do. I wish to use English at work.
I need to choose an option from above as soon as possible. It's very difficult to decide, but now I guess I'm interested in second one the most. It's time to make an decision and get started.
Now, I have three options.
First one, keeping on studying at school. I actually hadn't done my best at school. It was very disappointing to take classes among very efficient people. I always felt a sense of inferiority during classes. That feeling distracted me from studying harder, but I knew I should have pushed myself harder. And I'm not sure if I could work harder or not when I take the next class. Also, I don't have enough money to pay the tuition for the next term. I mean I do right now, but I'm going to run out of my deposit pretty soon. That's the primary issue for me.
Second one, getting a new job. I'm not employed anywhere now, so if I'm not going to continue to take the next term, I would have to find a job. It's been 1 and a half year since I quit my previous job. I'm now 27 years old, and I have only 2-and-half-year job experience, so I feel insecure about doing job hunting again. Actually, today I went to the job-placement office and found a certain job vacancy for a secretary. I'm interested in obtaining another skill other than English, and I also thought that to obtain another kind of skill might work to be motivated to study English again.
Third one, taking both ways; continuing to go to school on Sundays, and working on weekdays. However, if do so, I will not be able to study for another skill other than English. That means I need to find job that I have experienced before, but in fact, it's not the one I really want to do. I wish to use English at work.
I need to choose an option from above as soon as possible. It's very difficult to decide, but now I guess I'm interested in second one the most. It's time to make an decision and get started.
