put on a brave face

I think the life in NZ is gradually getting better, but the class.... it makes me harder.

Last week, 1module had finished and new module have start this week.

My assesment of last module was good so I change my class higher level.

That sounds nice, but I'm really nervous cus actually, my speaking is terrible.Far from great.

I mean in former class, it's easy for me to do writing and reading materials.

but to be honest, I don't feel confident to speak English.

I always compare with other students and they are very good at and fluent.

Moreover, I have to remember new classmates name! I can't remember their name, especially Chinese students...

I'm sorry about that. why do they have Chinese name and English name..

Also, they ask me why Japanese student don't have English name.

They always... lol

I think to have English name is quite funny and weird isn't it?