Hello. I'm from Turkey in İstanbul.
I'm looking for a tourist 2 years ago. I wanna met him. I thought the only way to find it is to open a blog. I know it's been a long time but i can't forget. I want to try my chance. It is more logical to search foreign sources because it is from a foreign country. I think he is a Japanese. He is an Asian.
I can't share his photo but i can drew his picture. And will share a picture for now. I'll update later when I made new pictures. I can only describe what is in my mind. Please i want to find him. I'm not fake, i'm curious. Please share this blog if appropriate.
I will tell what happened that day.
"Ps: If you are there, i can only offer to be friend. Because we don't know each other. The first time something like that happens to me. So I have here what I think of writing. you shouldn't think I'm in any expectation."
2 years ago,
So April 27 in 2016
İstanbul / Turkey
I was going down to the "Kartal subway" to for meet my friend. A boy caught my attention on escalators.
Appearance: White shirt, black torn knee pant, white sneaker, curly black hair, (his hair was neck line, well a little long) black headphone, white iphone, round thin framed glasses, black backpack.
He looks like an idol. He is so handsome. A little look like Taka (One Ok Rock)
I saw his face when I got on the train. He was sitting across from me. He is alone but seated in a 3-seat seating area.
There was a middle aged woman and child in his right side. Woman and child couple dressed up.
Funny makeup, fancy jeans hat, jeans, earrings, navy blue shirt, blue hooded vest, sunglasses, blue sneakers, black bag. Oh my Allah, she is so very exaggerated and fancy. A little frumpish.
Anyway.
That women scowl at me and i'm blushing. I can't understand aren't you affected by anyone? -_-
The boy is not aware because i don't want disturb him. I like him. He was just sitting across from me. I was uncomfortable that the woman looked at me badly. I continued to blush.
He lifted his head from the phone for the first time he is looked at the screen stations.
I stood up and i went to the door, not to attract attention when train slowing down.
Next Station is Ayrılık Çeşmesi
My heart stopped after a few seconds. Because he was behind me. Oh my poor heart.
I saw his reflection in the glass door. He is very long and I was at shoulder level. My heart was bumping too fast. And he came to my left. I could hear the song he was listened to... I think rock music. <3
I looked at his face...
Doors opened and...
After this i'm a running girl.
I don't know why i'am fast walking. I already have no chance. How could i met him. Actually i was happy. I was very embarrassed. I repeat to myself "no regrets, no regrets..."
I regrets...
But what can i do sometimes.
I noticed that he walked with me. Wow i suprised. I thought I left him already behind. I went quickly up the escalator for transfer Marmaray. The train doors closed as soon as I go up.
And i hesitated. I don't know why but doors reopened. And i ran very fast in train.
Doors closed when I entered.
When I turned my back, I came face to face with him.
Time is stop.
Then everything went quickly.
He couldn't enter. He looked sad for missing the train. Look so cute.
And now I wish I had missed the train.
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Thank you for read. I hope i find him. Waiting for your comments and mails. How can I send to foreign news sites? I am serious about find. If I have a chance to meet him I want to. Thank you and have a good day.