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I have nothing left to give
I have found the perfect end
You were made to make it hurt
Disappear into the dirt

Carry me to heaven's arms
Light the way and let me go
Take the time to take my breath
I will end where I began

And I will find the enemy within
Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony

Suddenly the lights go out
Let forever drag me down
I will fight for one last breath
I will fight until the end

And I will find the enemy within
Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony

Leave me alone
God let me go
I'm blue and cold
Black sky will burn

Love pull me down
Hate lift me up
Just turn around
There's nothing left

Somewhere far beyond this world
I feel nothing anymore

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony

I feel nothing anymore


意訳していきます

I have nothing left to give
あげられるものは何も残ってない

I have found the perfect end
完璧な終わりを見つけたんだ

You were made to make it hurt
お前は傷つけるために作られた

Disappear into the dirt
汚物の中に消える
(dirtを汚物と取るか悪い噂と取るか)


Carry me to heaven's arms
神の御手の中まで連れて行ってくれ

Light the way and let me go
道を照らしてくれ、行かせてくれ

Take the time to take my breath
ひと息つく時間をくれ

I will end where I began
始まった場所で終わるだろう

And I will find the enemy within
そして敵が(俺の)内側に居るのに気付くんだ

Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
肌の下を這う感触がするんだ


Dear Agony
親愛なる苦悩よ

Just let go of me
俺を放してくれ

Suffer slowly
じわじわと苦しむ

Is this the way it's gotta be?
こんな方法しかないのか?

Dear Agony
親愛なる苦悩よ


Suddenly the lights go out
突然明かりは消えた

Let forever drag me down
永遠に溺れさせてくれ

I will fight for one last breath
息を引き取るまで俺は戦う

I will fight until the end
最期のその時まで

And I will find the enemy within
そして敵は自分自身の内側にいると気付くんだ

Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
皮膚の下を這いずり回る感触がする

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony
(繰り返し)

Leave me alone
一人にしてくれ

God let me go
神よ、放っといてくれ

I'm blue and cold
俺は憂鬱で凍えている

Black sky will burn
黒い空は燃やされるだろう

Love pull me down
愛が絶望へと突き落とし

Hate lift me up
憎しみが引っ張り上げた

Just turn around
周りを見渡せど

There's nothing left
そこには何も残っていない

Somewhere far beyond this world
この世界は遠く

I feel nothing anymore
これ以上何も感じられない

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony
(繰り返し)


I feel nothing anymore
もう何も感じない…