a long long time haven't write in my own blog
and you all too
sorry that I can't visit you all blogs very often
even you left me a peta.... > <
the network really terrible in China's schools...
I can visit ameba since 2am to 6am (most of the student were go to bed already)
so I can write in here this moment

haven't sleep last night too
can't sleep

my grandpa just gone on 20th
about 10 that night
although I know it will happen very soon and suddenly
I prepared for that
but I just feel sad for that
although I tried to control myself and act like normal
but many girls can see that... still (苦笑)
some of them said that I should let the emotion coms out
but I have no tears I can cry
and nothing I can say for that too
if there is someone can me and I can think nothing in his arm
that is perfect
but who can do that...?

however, just believe the way my god perpared for me
and live as he told me
and leave those things to him
that's all what I can do
and I have to do so

by the way, things I needed to do
have to study still
have to learn my guitar too
there isn't anything I can do beside that

David

p.s. thanks for you all's kindness~ really thanks
mina~ welcome to Sunday!!! ^ ^/
although it is holiday for most of the people
but many of you have to work today...
I think....
anyway, try to have some fun~
cheer for you all

I don't feel really comfortable these days
honestly....
wanted to relax
some friends will meet me today
try to enjoy today with them then
what will you all do tonight?
hope that you will have a wonderful sunday


"catch up every chance and relationship you have
once only and no retrun"

do what you think that you have to do
that's really important~
enjoy~ ('-^*)

David

p.s. mails have been sent out, if you haven't got my mail, tell me and I will fix it~ ('-^*)/
mina ohayou~ ^ ^/
have a nice dream last night?
it is a nice day in Guangzhou today
the sunshine came in my room
everything looks really nice
hope that you all have a nice day today too (-^ ^-)

thanks for the mails from you all first
really interesting for me
marrige really interesting ne ^ ^

there are many new relationships around me these days
many of them are my friends
really happy for them
if they will marry, that must be a wonderful thing ne
looking forward to that~~


these few days
there are many friends said me
am I have anything have to thank for

of course I do
I don't have to think too much
I can be so healthy
I can study in university
I can born in a christian family
etc...
all of the things I got are wonderful thing for me
and I have to thank for
although people are trying to ask more and more
always want to have many things as they can
but I think that people should try to thank about what we got first
what we got isn't a thing that must happen
but, how many people can really thank for them?


fight for everyday, thank for everyday
happy for everyday
that must halp you to feel much better everyday
help you to enjoy your life

how about today? ^ ^

have fun in weekend
cheer for you all who have to work
hope that you all are happy today too
best wishees to you all~~

love you all
chat to you all later~~

David

p.s. sorry.... I tried two weeks to log in the pigg
but it didn't work.... just sent me mail
that is the only way I must get your message... really sorry..
(I can't get into your blog sometime either... > < )