a long long time haven't write in my own blog
and you all too
sorry that I can't visit you all blogs very often
even you left me a peta.... > <
the network really terrible in China's schools...
I can visit ameba since 2am to 6am (most of the student were go to bed already)
so I can write in here this moment
haven't sleep last night too
can't sleep
my grandpa just gone on 20th
about 10 that night
although I know it will happen very soon and suddenly
I prepared for that
but I just feel sad for that
although I tried to control myself and act like normal
but many girls can see that... still (苦笑)
some of them said that I should let the emotion coms out
but I have no tears I can cry
and nothing I can say for that too
if there is someone can me and I can think nothing in his arm
that is perfect
but who can do that...?
however, just believe the way my god perpared for me
and live as he told me
and leave those things to him
that's all what I can do
and I have to do so
by the way, things I needed to do
have to study still
have to learn my guitar too
there isn't anything I can do beside that
David
p.s. thanks for you all's kindness~ really thanks
and you all too
sorry that I can't visit you all blogs very often
even you left me a peta.... > <
the network really terrible in China's schools...
I can visit ameba since 2am to 6am (most of the student were go to bed already)
so I can write in here this moment
haven't sleep last night too
can't sleep
my grandpa just gone on 20th
about 10 that night
although I know it will happen very soon and suddenly
I prepared for that
but I just feel sad for that
although I tried to control myself and act like normal
but many girls can see that... still (苦笑)
some of them said that I should let the emotion coms out
but I have no tears I can cry
and nothing I can say for that too
if there is someone can me and I can think nothing in his arm
that is perfect
but who can do that...?
however, just believe the way my god perpared for me
and live as he told me
and leave those things to him
that's all what I can do
and I have to do so
by the way, things I needed to do
have to study still
have to learn my guitar too
there isn't anything I can do beside that
David
p.s. thanks for you all's kindness~ really thanks