man's tears

em~ today, one of my friend share her crying experience

and that make me find that it seems I cry a lot in these few years

firstly, for my mom and dad's problems......
my brother always make my mom feel upset
my grandpa isn't care by my aunts and grandma
(it seems getting worst)
feel lonely in Guangzhou
and can't study very well......
a very close female friend hunt by his boyfriend
(I dont why I cry, but I'm really feel sad for her, that's true)
and so on things...

I didn't cry in my childhood
even feel sad
but when I'm growing up,
and face to a lot things
really find that there are too many things that we cannot control
things cannot be fix, even think about that all day long
feel disappointed sometimes~

I can't understand that how can I control my emotion
and it seems very difficult to do.....

even watching drama
I cry even I don't know I'm crying
Am I strange?

I have no idea why I became so emotional...

anyway, suddently wanted to tell all something about this~
just share to you~
see you tomorrow~

SP - "the most joyful thing today"
today, doing a new service in "繁星"
hope I can finish that job~
( but I think that may take at least 6 mouths to build up~ )
good to see a lot of people support that~
I will do my best~p(^-^)q

性格バトン

find this out from a ameba friend~ quite interesting~
I played it~ invite you to play this too~ (^∇^)
性格バトン
何型？
no idea....
自己中？
I don't know, but try to don't being like that.....
短所は？
em... too serious?
泣き虫？
no....even wanted to cry, I won't cry in front of people
すぐ怒る？
I'm not.... but that will become terrible if I'm really angry
面倒くさがり？
different situations are different
気分屋？
no~ of course~
八つ当たりする？
nothing I angry for in these days...
怒鳴る？
I will if I'm really angry(so I said that I will become terrible....
命令する？
I will "ask" to do, but I will when that thing is important
物に当たる？
no.... these days....
優しぃ？
cooking?
毎日笑顔？
(笑)try to feel happy everyday~
遠慮なく何でも言ぇる？
different timing and situation
我が儘？
sometimes....
大人しぃ？
I hope so...
無愛想？
no, happy to meet people~
どちらかと言ぅと姫？小悪魔？
it seems not suitable for me.... = =
ｽﾞﾊﾞﾘ性格は良ぃ？悪ぃ？
no idea... people said that I'm good man
I don't know
人に言ゎれる性格は？
helpful
very kind
gentle
always smile
"full of love"
emotional?
男女関係なく友達の理想は？
men will have conversations about that, not a problem, it can be fix
好きな異性の理想は？
gentle
good manner
trust
respect
最近言ゎれて嬉しかったことは何？
"thank you"(long story)
ﾊﾞﾄﾝの送り主の顔は見たことぁる人間？
a...
ﾊﾞﾄﾝの送り主の印象は？
smart and interesting?
次に回す人を(思ぃ浮かんだ人を適当に)どぅぞ
em... to everybody this night~ hehe~ ^ ^

SP - "the most joyful thing today"
finished watching "絕對彼氏"
little bit touching at the last~
good feeling~
I can feel that love~ ^ ^
feeling is good

roommates

I live in school's dormitory in Guangzhou~
there are four people in a room(including me)
we are quite "close"

but my roomates are diffience.....
introduce myself first~
I should be very very normal one.....
school, eat with friends(20friends always meet normally....)
play games, watch Japanese TV, drama,
the most special should be.......
em.... be administrator of "繁星在線"...?
I enjoy to design web site and manage it~

roommate no.1 "銳"
cool man, looks quite ok(I think he is handsome~)
member of PA society
very smart man~
very nice~ he is the type of man that can control social problem very good~
love to play online game~
like football very much~ ^ ^
always watch euro's cup these few nights~
(actually he love to play too~)
specially, he is one of the twins~ ^ ^
a little bit surprised when I meet his brother at the first time~ hehe~
(tell you later tomorrow~ ^ ^)

roommate no.2 "聰"
kind man~ but it seems not very charming as "銳"
but he is member of student association and English corner~
love to chat with friends on "QQ" (a software like online chat room)
em..... love to study diffient kind of knowlege, eg. Chinese typing skill
seems quite like to play sports with friends~
lifestyle is very simple, but very nice~ ^ ^
a~ he loves Hong Kong's drama.....
little bit diffience for me~ hehe~
anyway, quite like him~

roommate no.3 "志"
the one I think that very strange
that's not mean that I hate him.....
ma...... little bit for something....
it seems don't know how to take care the other people feeling.....
I have no idea what he is thinking about.....
as I know he has no friends in his class....= ="
(because "銳" in his class....)
it seems social skill = 0
he stay at room all the time.....
of course..... no body find him.... very strange...
I will think that"What did he say to the other?"
this is a secert that I can't understand even I live with him two years.....
sport = 0
games? "gundom" only.....
books? textbook?
music--->I know this~ songs of cartoons~ and Contonese songs~(Singers of Hong Kong)
computer skills...... very poor......
anyway, I try to talk with him a lot.....
but it seems he didn't have any commet sense
make me feel that:
"little bit understand him and little can't understand him"
p.s. he has a brither study in our school and we are neigbour.....
really....... stranger relationship.....- -"


nothing I did today......finally......
watching "絕對彼氏" with Chinese translation

SP - "the most joyful thing today"
friends of Hong Kong know that I will have exam,
so chat with me and cheer me up this afternoon, very haapy~
feel happy~v(^-^)v
thank you~~