em~ today, one of my friend share her crying experience

and that make me find that it seems I cry a lot in these few years

firstly, for my mom and dad's problems......
my brother always make my mom feel upset
my grandpa isn't care by my aunts and grandma
(it seems getting worst)
feel lonely in Guangzhou
and can't study very well......
a very close female friend hunt by his boyfriend
(I dont why I cry, but I'm really feel sad for her, that's true)
and so on things...

I didn't cry in my childhood
even feel sad
but when I'm growing up,
and face to a lot things
really find that there are too many things that we cannot control
things cannot be fix, even think about that all day long
feel disappointed sometimes~

I can't understand that how can I control my emotion
and it seems very difficult to do.....

even watching drama
I cry even I don't know I'm crying
Am I strange?

I have no idea why I became so emotional...

anyway, suddently wanted to tell all something about this~
just share to you~
see you tomorrow~

SP - "the most joyful thing today"
today, doing a new service in "繁星"
hope I can finish that job~
( but I think that may take at least 6 mouths to build up~ )
good to see a lot of people support that~
I will do my best~p(^-^)q