When I'm taking a bath, washing dishes at the kitchen,
and when I'm hanging out the wash to dry,
unexpectedly I feel that I might be in my dream,
the dream that the nuclear plants accident isn't happened...
my parents still could spend ordinary life in there hometown Namie,
and there is no confusion...
My Tokyo life here is since when I was a college student.
Taking a bath, washing dishes, laundry and so on,
those are my ordinary life.
The ordinary is always including kind of homesick,
The sea, green, fresh food in Namie,
and my family, relatives and frineds there are always in my mind.
I think my ordinary life is including those beautiful things.
But I'm losing my hometown.
feeling like I'm losing my identity.
In my mind
there is a ordinary life PUZZLE.
Some pieces of it are come from my hometown.
Now, some pieces are missing quietly.
I'm losing them it the moment.
And I find empty spaces (holes) without pieces in it.
Then I lose reality... when I'm washing dishes.
But I think I put some hard things and my feelings in order in my mind.
When could I finish putting them?
The losing and missing pieces might be lots, more than I think.
Where are they going to...?
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