ｐｉｔｃｈ ｂｌａｃｋ

Memories consume Like opening the wound

I'm picking me apart again

You all assume I'm safe here in my room

Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one

The battles always choose

'Cause inside I realize

That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don't know why I instigate

And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way

I know it's not alright

So I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door

I try to catch my breath again

I hurt much more Than anytime before

I had no options left again

I don't want to be the one

The battles always choose

'Cause inside I realize

That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don't know why I instigate

And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way

I'll never be alright

So I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'll paint it on the walls

'Cause I'm the one at fault

I'll never fight again

And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

But now I have some clarity

To show you what I mean

I don't know how I got this way

I'll never be alright

So I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit tonight

なんか高２の時はまってたなｌｉｎｋｉｎ　ｐａｒｋ

今も好きだけど久しぶりに聞いたら今の状況ににぴったり

こんなに苦しいものだなんて思わなかった

あって”当たり前”のものをもっていない私はどうしたらいいんだろう

私の帰りを喜んで受け入れてくれる人たちがいない

ただただうらやましかった

どうしてあなたが私の母親じゃなかったんだろう