So I was sick, and I'm still sick, and my voice comes and goes. But on the plus side... there's like a bright side somewhere in there. Oh! I am not so bad off at work. When I'm at work I don't cough as badly as when I'm not. For instance, the last few nights I closed, I had to sneeze every few minutes, but coughing was a minimum. The nights I didn't close however, those nights I coughed until I thought I was going to cough up my insides. It was so bad.
The "simply marvellous" part is due to just how I feel.
Yes I am still sick, still coughing and sneezing and still experiencing that odd squeak that comes with my voice when I speak a little more than it's allowing me (ﾟｰﾟ; but aside that nasty cold/throat infection I actually feel rather ok. Like... like weightless for once.
I guess I'm starting to realize that I shouldn't hide things, whether people will agree or disagree, whether someone will be pleased or displeased. I shouldn't do something because it's what they want me to do and I shouldn't say something simply because it's what they want to hear. It's much less sufforcating to be who I want to be. Yes some might not like it, but I'm not going against myself and piling up all this angst to keep up the image others seek me to.
I guess I'm finally beginning to understand your personality doesn't have to be compatible with everyone elses. Everyone truly is different, we might have some similarities as humans, but we are different. I still don't fully know who I am and we don't have this life bought for us, I could be here one day and gone the next, I don't want the memory of me to remain a false one. I want to be myself 100% of the time.
Seriously, I cannot get enough of Tong Hua. It's a great song. It's an amazing song. Wang Guang Liang is amazing on piano and his voice is just perfect for that song. It's got such a beautiful melody to it and the lyrics as fantastic and so heartfelt. I felt somewhat saddened by the video. In any case, that's a great song, and so is Lullaby which is not actually a song but a musical piece and Epilogue (waltz) for the movie "A Tale of Two Sisters" which I think has such an amazing soundtrack.
So yeah ... (*ﾟ.ﾟ)ゞ I was doing something and I forgot what it was
*:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆ I shall soon recall it or perhaps it just wasn't that important lol ☆彡
(*゜▽゜ノノ゛☆