最近ファイトクラブを見て台詞のひとつがひどく自分の中に残っています。
”全てコントロールしようとするな、流れにまかせろ”
これは車の中でのシーンでの台詞ですが、大分病んでるのか自分がエドワードノートンの演じた役に当てはまったきがしてなりません。
日々の生活にストレスを感じつつも行き場のないストレス。
たまには欲望に任せて自分を演じるのを辞めたいです。
I've been thinking recently. One line from the movie Fightclub, the one almost everyone has seen before left me thinking. "Do not try to control everything, let it go just let go"
I don't know if I am still depressed, but it seems that I can put myself into that role done by Edward Norton. I am frustrated by the everyday life, trying to act sane when I am really not. Putting artificial smile trying to make look ordinal. I am trying to figure out everything, trying to control everything, and not letting what's really inside of me control. I sometimes let it control I am wanting it to take over me...