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I want to go back to Japan....
It has been a while since the last time I had homesick....

It's summer! Sun is out, scorching hot. BBQ, hiking, beach, and fireworks..... fragments of memory of Japan make me want to go home, make me wanna see friends....

I am graduating in two months, I get e-mails from my parents a lot recently wondering when I am coming back.... I don't know yet dad, mom.... I hope to go home as soon as I can, but reality is.... I don't come home until everything is sorted out. I think I am going to extend stay in Canada, which I haven't told them yet,


I am a slack, when it comes to keeping touch with friends. I think neither are my friends haha.
I probably have e-mailed my friends only a few times in last two years. I don't know how they are doing what might have happened to them..... probably things are the way they always are.... not knowing what they have been in Japan might actually be helping me not getting into more serious homesick.....

I really don't have motivation in looking for a job now, I know I should, but you know it's not easy when you don't want to. I have to sort something out before I can...

Only thing that I am motivated for is getting inked soon lol. Only thing that I shouldn't be motivated for is the only thing motivates me now how bad is that haha.

I have made a friend through work recently he's a nice guy, designing my tattoo.
I will update my diary once I have got it. So look forward to getting a glimpse of that soooon alright? I know there are only few people would see it though...


bye now