kamu tau kenapa mengikhlaskan tidak pernah menjadi urusan yang mudah?
Karena ternyata mengikhlaskan bukan tentang seberapa mampu kamu melupakan dia yang pernah sangat berarti dalam ingatan. Tetapi tentang mencoba memaafkan kenyataan bahwa kamu sendiri pernah menjadi korban dari sebuah kebodohan yang sepenuhnya kamu izinkan.
#maideoffire
here's what u do, u came when I was broken, u pretend to care and I fall for u, I forgive u and u start being nice.
when u got the idea that im falling hard for u, u stop caring, u stop standing for me and leave me out here wondering what it is that I did wrong. You ignore me and start hurting me by not replying me which makes me feel pathetic bcs even though u r not replying me on purpose i am still waiting for u to come back and tell me u miss me.
u knew I was in pain knowing that u r not here with me and u leave like the heartless bastard that u always have been, and it sucks bcs I still cry for u and mourn for u to come back to me.
and when I start feeling okay without your presence, u came back to me with an apology and u start to put up your act by caring about me.
and im sick and tired of u, im breaking the cycle, i'll stop crying for u cause i hell know that my tears are worth more than to cry over u, and u just aren't worth it.
-ze
I see the way you treat her
I see the way you look at her like everything her is just perfect
I see the way you praise her, like she's the only girl who deserves to be praised
I see the way you talk to her, so tenderly, so lovingly, like soothing her will make her fall for you
And I compare myself to her
I compare that the way you talk to me, like I'm an unworthy person who doesn't deserve any respect
I compare that to the wahy you talk about me, like i'm nothing but an option if you can't make it with her
I compare that to the way you look at me-oh, you don't even take a look at me when I'm around, and your phone seems more interesting
I do realize that she's much more than me in everything, and the worst thing is, I have no rights to be envious.
-Puanlunar
