The pictures are not so good and you cannot see it very well or see the details either. Is a fan which design inside is cherry bllosoms,while on top of the fan is a butterfly an inside her wings the esing of is are the shape of petal of cherry blossoms. I had it done yesterday.I wanted to doi t before the dimissed of Kagrra, but couldnt get an apoiment before that... but anyway this design is not only related to Kagrra, also represents the important things for me,things i love the most and inspire me the most and also feelings. Next time will post a picture where you canapreciatte it more. That is my own desing so i'm pretty pround of it ^^
This will be long... Kagrra, has being my inspiration and strengh since I listened to them for the first time. Knowing about their "dinsbanded" maybe broke my heart; like it happened to many.
Now I will tell you a story or better said my perception. When I close my eyes and listen to their music, so many colours come to my mind,flowers and different shapes, it's like magic. It's like open the door to another dimension and you can see and apreciatte so many things. Isshi is the demon,with that voice,precense and elegance;it's a magical creature. Akiya is cherry tree;the spirit of a cherry tree the sound of his guitar is like blossoms. Shin is like a fresh wind,that brings harmony and his guitar and koto are the singing of the blowing wind. Nao...nao is good boy XD...he is like the different sounds that you are able to listen on nature. Izumi is like the field where everything is,the field where the wind blows,where you can hear different sounds,where you see the beautiful cherry tree and where the demon sit and sings.
Now that I think about it ... Kagrra, is like Tartini's composition "The Devil's Trill" ... a composition so beautiful that was impossible for Tartini to compose it by himself that he had to sell his soul to the Devil to compose it. The Devil played it for him so Tartini was able to write it down, but he never did it so beautifulas he listened from the Devil. Every song is a megical melody created by a demon,is so beautiful and out of this world and if I try to keep explaining with words what it's Kagrra, for me it gets harer and harder,ecause there's no words just feelings,just colours. But it'ssimilar to the sensation of "Devil's Trill" or probably even deeper because it had helped me to live life,survive the darkest and taumatic part of my life. How do you survive when a monster takes you innocence away and you're full of fear towards the world and have to keep going as nothing has ever happened? It's when their music showed me another world,another perspective and showed me a beautiful parae full of colours and sounds. With all of these words maybe I was able to explain the importance of Kagrra, But just like Isshi said on the last concert. "whereever you are Kagrra, will always be with you" And that's true,the music will never die,will stay there forever. Nothing is eternal but the magic of Kagrra,'s music will live eternally in my heart.
PS: Isshi: you're a person I admire the most! Your voice,your talent for writing are things I do too but you just motivate me to keep moving foward and trying to go futher.You're my fav Demon!!
Akiya: *sigh* you're my eternal platonic love.platocin because probably I will never be able to reach you and I can just admire you from far far away. Your guitar is full of sentiments I just love to listen and I can feel how my hearts beats so strong everytime I listen to it,also makes me feel secure I can close my eyes without fear. Your childish personality just captivated me,just so sweet. Probably will sound crazy but I love you,it's scary too but for the moment please let me...
Shin: You're just WOW! sweet and shy but Awsome!! Love how you play the koto and your guitar has such a beautiful harmony.
Nao: Charismatic!! you made me apreciatte the bass,you're incredible playing it.and will nevr forget about Charisma-sensei ^^
Izumi: My sweet drummer.I was worried for you when I read your ameba about the news about the disband went public.Thank you for being the leader hold on onto Kagrra, the best you could in a strong way.You're someone of kind heart.
Thank you to all of you to be in Kagrra, and created such a beautiful music. I will listen to it always until the day I die,that's a promise. You're more than music ... is like it's in my blood,it's part of me,part of my life. I hope one day on the future you gather together again...hopefully. In future projects I wish you the best and will support you. Please let fans know of you are going to start a new project...I'm sure all fans will be glad to listen about you. If you ever travel overseas to New Zealans(specially) here you havesomeone who will love to show you around (you can take my word) ;) Sorry for b¡making this SO long an thank you if you read it. With Love Bella
Ah... how to say or write this without feeling like a crazy person? I guess I'm already ... but I give up... sometimes I can't fight this. This goes dedicated to one person...someone I don't know...someone I admire...and someone who's sound makes my heart jump like a bouncing ball. Can I call this love? to be honest I don't want to... I don't know love... I just knowthe love for my family and for my dog... I don't know what is to love someone else... I have never had boyfriend,because I'm always looking at the distant sky...I know I feel that the person I will love is far away from me right now...somewhere out there... is it you? I don't know...I maybe will like that...but probably is not... Maybe because of that I'm actually believing that I'm maybe loving you... What do you think? I'm writing so much and I might write more..will you read all these? probably not even the first words... but I want to have the ilusion you will. Now this way has been the way I get the feeling of closeness to you...but you don't know who I am... Probably I'm not the only one, who feels this way towards you...and it feels wrong,like a disease... Maybe this "feeling" is not even real ...there's a lot of probability that I'm feelings this,becuse I need to feel like or think that I feel it...because like I said before I don't knowwhat that is... I'm sorry if this is a burden for you...but anyway I don't expect anything... I know dreams are dreams and they donnot become real... But let me be crazy right now... Do you feel that someone out there,far away from you,is feeling a real strong feeling towards you? Do you feel that someone is really loving you out there? Such a crazy question ... I know ... Why do I feel this way? to be honest I cannot explain myself...If I had the right answer the first thing that I'll do is to stop this feeling... Right now the onyl thing I can do it is to avoid it...until it comes to torment me again...but then I will try avoid again the soonas I can... But I do like you...I do admire you I love the way you create sounds and melodies...that everytime I close my eyes makes me see colours and petals..and is one of the best fantasies... I love tofigure out your personality...the way you're an adult and a kid... The way music is important to you and games as well. Your random character...the way you enjoy ps3 and fight with yourself between have a night of good sleep or play the new game of Final Fantasy... How much you like universe,stars,etc...Something I canot understand because we look at the sky with differents meanings...But I just love to see your perspective... So please let me confess myself in this words... maybe it is wrong...I donnot know... I have heard that is not wrong,while you don't hurt someone... I think with this I'm not hurting anyone,so let's say I'm not wrong...And I will write this in liberty,like is right... ...I love you ... I feel so ashamed of writing this...please forgive me...right now I have a fight between irrational and rational...and it's a mess... Like I said I'm not expecting anything,the onely I'm expecting is the onece I send this to you I'll be able to move onand have the right feeling towards you. If I trouble you,my apologies. But now that I have said it...I guess I'll be alright. Take Care you will be the best memorie I have... With Love
