I think I feel like I'm losing myself, I feel that I don't belong anywhere, anyone.
It's always so confortable to rely on someone who could be with me when I need, but that won't last forever. it just get so hard to move out from that. In some point, I have to think alone, and walk alone. cuz this is my life!
God, I think I couldn't even remember that! No wonder why I looked so miserable these days!
I was thinking too much of "non-me" things. I woudn't surprise if I don't look attractive at all.
I have some girl friends, and they are all so independent.
We're so close, we respect each other, but we don't like to rely on each other too much.
However... I think having those friends gives me a courage to move on, cuz I know they would help me when I really need them. Wherever you are, whatever you are doing, however you live, whenever you call me,
You guys give me enormous power!!!
So I have to say to you, ladies!
Thank you so much! Having you as my friend is more than anything in my life.
love
ELM