Being defeated

It's funny, the magic of willpower.

I am the kind of person, who possesses very strong willpower.

The very potent willposwer fuels up my abition, trancends...and over all physiological needs.

Coffee does not work on me. I don't need a coffee if I'm really determined to acheive something, burn the mid night oil simply by my willpower.

However, willpower cannot last long. It is a talisman, not always available but only for critical moments.

I inflated, not with pride, but made myself energetic all the time to accomplish tons of urgent works in the past month. By the time the tasks are done, a crisis arouse.

A totally unexpected exhuastion of my willpower, it turned weird and stirred my emotion.

Fortunately, the crisis has gone (I wish it's not just "delayed" - touch wood) and all my willpower evapors, my body punctured and my immune system fell asleep.

I am defeated finally. Despite I took the flu vacinnation.

Had a fever last night and woke up with a masculine voice...very painful sore >_<

Another point for pople with strong willpower - they are usually very stubborn.

hmmm....