Slow Life

Something happened yesterday that shook my faith...

It was so painful that...it was the first time...that I cannot control my tears on the way home.

It was about a very respectful person of mine, who has planted so much values onto me... while all of a sudden, destroyed most of them...that's too cruel.

Had a long long chat w/ my soulmate C...until dawn.

Vent my sadness and guilt that I cannot give strength to that dear person.

I took C's advice.

I will not inolve nor be responsible for other's choice.

As long as I voice out my true thoughts and advice, it is up to the person to make the choice.

Woke up with a new day.

It is the first day I finally can call a time-off.

It is a little gap that I can slow down and relax. Fuel my energy for the coming selection process.

Nowhere to go. No one to meet.

Stayed at home peacefully.

I found myself really enjoy cooking. It is the best way to relief myself from the stress recently.

And start to like rice very much...

I am thinking of bringing a rice cooker to the office...and cook my lunch.

It is such a good feeling to eat a bowl of hot, soft & white rice during the work break.

It's just so simple & warm...this is the little magic that works on me lately.

What's next, time for J-drama. With no surprise, I chose "Slow Dance ".

Still enjoying it at this moment. A nice one.

Finally can fine tune my pace, to a much slower pace.

Many thoughts generated.

One of them is...to look for a new life experience. hehe