I had expected this would be a good chance to make something different.
Therefore, I decided to move back to my hometown.
But it haven't worked well.
I'm still disfunctined.
No matter how hard I try to find a breach,
I'm just standing at the same point.
In thins world,
there seems to be
nothing I really wanna do,
nowhere I really wanna go,
no one I really wanna meet.
Until a few months ago,
I diverted my mind and successfully decieved myself.
However, I can no longer endure this situation.
I remenber a song used in a children's TV program.
"Ceron - Monpy"
At that time,
I really loved this song.
Now, I'm fully grown.
I think
I can go anywhere I want,
I can meet anyone I want,
I can do anything I want
as long as I just have the will.
Before I moved, I intended to keep doing kickboxing,
but I found I don't need to do it and I don't feel I wanna do it here.
At a moment, I just do physical training.
I like to keep my lean body.
