hmm


when was the last time..

somehow i can't recall..

i don't know when i became like this, i just look forward and keep walking..

i can't stop, and i walk very quickly...i don't wanna stop for anyone, coz i don't wanna be left behind again, but yet sometimes i feel like slowing down for someone, i wanna walk together, but then i won't do it if i can't tell the pace and the direction they are walking to...

ahhh, it's simple...isn't it...

why do some people not understand, reciprocating is simple, as long as there is no mixed signal. one step at a time, one signal at a time...isn't it simple...

i need to slp soon...thinking...

my braincells D:


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lost


ahh why am i reminded of it again...

the time is not right, and i keep encountering narrow-minded people.

they can't look beyond the surface.

this is one of the reasons why i am detached like this, i will only fully open up to people i can believe, people who can see much more than what's on the surface.

think the only girl who can do this is amily, but i didnt invite her into my life, bad timing, i am not ready.

i dont really care, or rather, i cannot be bothered with people who are quick to judge. i am like this, if i don't agree with you, or don't like you, i'll either tell u, or worst case i'll completely ignore u.

i don't like charades too.

lately when we go to dhoby ghaut, i tot, how is quinn doing now. i didnt reply your smses, coz u obviously didnt know how much u've wrecked my faith. especially when i gave up everything for u, betrayal twice in a row, made me detached like this, hiding my I and displayong my S. but if u know i'm noisy and all, that is I, not S.

back to work tmr, all i want now is to complete this year with no screw ups.

but lately, i can't deny i got weak and felt like having someone to walk along with.

maybe i've lost touch with solitude, need to get back to myself and spend more time alone.

i am totally not wota on my blog lol...

wanna just sort things out, and set things right once and for all...

and just stand on the travellator for the next few years...

someone come along please...someone extraordinary, str8forward, kind and honest.

if i onli care abt looks i'd be attached long ago, i wldn't be a wota...i lost so much faith...


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