Today at around 10 AM. I got the envelope at the IELTS center.
I was so excited and nervous to open it.

As I opened it, to be honest, I was so dissapointed, so shocked.
I could't believe my eyes.
I'll tell you my results in the middle of this blog.
So shocked and stunned.

What came to my mind just after I knew the result was ...
Is this real? This is not what is supposed to happen at all.

So I thought, "Are there any ways to make sure my "real" result.
I googled it and found the remarking sysytem.
This system is something like if you believe you deserve a better score, you can let another examiner score your test again.

And I thought, "OK, I will try it because It must be something wrong."
But As I checked it, I changed my mind.
Firstly I cost around $150. To make matters worse, It takes up to 8 weeks.
It is worth taking again!!!
So instead, I decided to take IELTS again in the near future.

So my plan hasn't changed basically.
I will go back to Japan in June and July and take IELTS in Japan(still wondering).

I am gonna show you my embarassing IELTS results wtih the previous result.

Don't make fun of me, please.
Listening: 6.5 (6.0)
Reading: 7.5 (6.5)
Writing: 6.0 (5.5)
Speaking:?

Speaking:?

Speaking: 5.5 (5.5)



Speaking: 5.5?

Are you sure?
According to the IELTS, my speaking level of English hasn't changed at all since I came here.
So ridiculous, right?
Speaking is the part I can feel progress MOST.
After I finished speaking test this time, I was so delighted because I thought I could get my target score.
That's why It freaked me out.
My private teacher has been telling me many times that your speaking level has changed a lot since we met for the first time. So do my friends
It"s not flattering or something I hope.
And I myself can feel progress of English especially when it comes to listening and speaking.
This result must be something wrong.

BUT, on the other hand,
I must accept reality. This is the fact. One guy marked my score, and he concluded my English hasn't improved at all.
What am I gonna do?
What am I gonna do?

What I am gonna do is...
I need to continue to learn with fun.
Leaning languages should be done with fun. It makes things easier.
So I will continue to enjoy myself talking with foreigners, listening Podcasts, and watching DVDs.

This result also let many poeple who support me like parents, friends, and English tutors DOWN.
Sorry about that.
I was not able to make you happy.
Give me one more chance.
I will make you happy and make this results fun story.

O.K, that's the end of this blog. From now, I am gonna book flight to Japan.
See you soon!!!