lonely valentine

i havnt write it ystrdy......its ok, even me cant believe tht i havnt cried......

i missed u, a lot! i w8d 4 u all day......i strtd to be me.......leaving u messages, tht havnt been read yet, i suppouse tht u forgt me

i still feel lucky tht i hv u by baby!!! i dnt know why but, i only luv u!

yes...im quiet crazy, i know tht will mke u annoyd......i tryd to change, but tht was just another person, not me!!

i really hope tht one day u could stay wf me coz me!!!!!

我也很想有人爱.......但是我跟你不一样~ 我只想有你一个......想不到情人节你都没有想过我!!.......

但我仍然好想讲...baby我爱你....

just to say i luv u

im worried, i got myself more clear than ystday............

i startd to think, long time hav past since the last time i said i miss u, im sry, maybe i forgot to be me.....

pretnding to be anohtr one makes me feel tired, makes me feel regret about it....i wanna give up

i really wanna ask u if u like me, or wt im pretnding to be.......r u angry??

i know tht u wont like me staying always there w8ing 4 u, therefore i must b quiet, i learnd how to calm myslf, how to w8 until u talks to me.

smtimes i feel really desperate, i dnt know how would i do it, but i do it!!!!

just to remind u wt i always keep wf me......

baby i luv u...

am i happy??

honesly, i dnt know wt im feeling right now.......am i happy?.....

u hav talkd to me, i must be happy....u know, im starting to feel nconfortable talking to u. perhaps im wrong wf myself.

i feel fear........i tryd to pretend to talk different othrwise ull b angry, im starting to uds and know u. but all wt i know is only how u r on msn.

u r very serious actually i need to type in a very cool way to catch ur attention, being anothr person meanwhile u like it.

at least wt u like is still me.............smtimes i cnt be natural! im really annoyed! uve blockd me on msn. i dnt know why!! coz i said hi?? maybe it was ur brother who did it rght?? ....sigh......

i cnt stop thinking tht one day ull find me boring, i know tht u WILL......i really tryd diffrnt ways to make u enjoy me.....but u r too fast! i cnt follow!!!

but......at the end, im still here, thinking in anothr excuse for u, w8ing for u, crying for u.................